Yahoo interview - Benedict’s embarrassment is the funniest thing :D
…where I feel guilty for feeling miserable.
I signed my contract yesterday and am now a fulltime employee for two months and then just parttime due studies later. And I love it there and I’m good at my job and get praised and will finally be able to make some money so I don’t have to live off of pasta anymore.
Also the results of my surgery was good, we can see a clear differance and once the swelling is gone, it will get even better.
But the swelling also means that I can’t close my eyes properly at night, causing a great deal of problems and pain. I have tried everything to keep them closed, I even taped them shut, but my skin was too sensitive so I can only do it once in a while. I use ointments and drops that are super expensive and I go through one of each at least every second week.
The pain keeps me awake and when you have to work 45+hours a week you get easily exhausted.
I also saw a plastic surgeon about another scar that is very red and bulgy and I got a very expensive bandaid that I have to wear for around six months. He also recommended that I put a different, cheaper kind of bandaid on the scars on my eyes just to make sure I don’t develop ugly scars there too.
So now I get to wear a big bandaid on my neck and two white (and obvious) ones on my face. Wonderful!
I know it will benefit me in the end, but six months with this is just a bit unbearable right now….
TIS THE SEASON
Forever a Trinity Blood fan~
Ever since I first saw the anime I loved Trinity Blood and swore I would one day make one of Ion’s outfits when I was good enough… this year I decided I was ready for this challenge~
I seriously love this shoot, it was freezing cold, but to try out being in a cosplay on a horse and see the fantastic result makes it all worth it~
Horse owner/helper: Julie~
Photographer/edit: Hopy - Haych Makeup & Photography
when someone finds an old picture of you
and whoever found it just goes
all i want for christmas is you (to be real you fictional piece of shit)